January 2009

The Month of January 2009 went pretty smooth...i might say...just been in my dramas as ussual.
I must admit i had a teribble nightmare thou.

On the island in the first 2 weeks of January we had atleast 7 accidents with 4 death...it was really scary and frighting. The one that shocked the island most was the one with youngers... friends who went celebratin the upcoming birthday of one of dem...in 2 days...returning home they had an accident and the guy who's birthday they were celebrating...died in the accident at the spot...the driver wasnt that bad... compared to his cousin, who had lots of injuries and the guy that died...

The next few days the island was very cautios...u could feel it and see it...

On my way to work...it was on Wednesday...4 days after that accident...that i was frozen like in a time fraction...where u can stop time for a few seconds...all of a sudden lots of images started to run inside of me...all images of me havin an accident, being hit by a truck and seeing all of the car gettin torn apart, me in the seat bein pulled on the side...seeing all of my blood flooding out...i was crying while watching the images...it scared me to death...it was soo horrorific and at the same time so painfully...i coulda feel or have the sensation of how it would have felt at that moment of the accident... i just slowed down...and pulled on the side...i needed to pick myself up before continue driving...but honestly... i was really scared and sad at the same time...
This was my nightmare and it kept me from speeding for a short time.

January ended with me having only that scary nightmare...on top of it it spoilt my mood to play any games i ussualy play...thank god i got honest and realy friends...otherwise i would be still down.

That was it for January...waitin for February ^^

My Personal Favo's

Craving

...CravinG...

Everyday its the same,

At nights I sit and wait

For that single Scarlet Moon

...Waiting...

The day starts and ends

The night falls and dissapears

Still no sight of that Scarlet Moon

...Dreaming...

Total Darkness filling the sky

Also filling my heart

A dark red starts glowing

...I see hope as I crave...

There it is my Scarlet Moon

Craving for you, who comes along

Who visits me with This Moon

...Longing...

For this night I've been waiting

For this night I've been longing

For this night I've been Craving

For my knight who appears with my Scarlet Moon

Seeing you smiling at me smiling at you

Shining fangs, needing me

Gladly offering to you my Lord

...Smiles fading away...

Dark Warrior

...Dark Warrior...

From the darkness I crawl,

Standing tall,

Standing proud,

Holding my blade tightly in my hands I am not afraid of you,

What I do fear,

Will never show,

It only makes me who I am,

And each new fear will feed my dark power,

Even more,

Making me stronger,

Braver,

I am not a person who will ever cave in,

For from the darkness I crawl,

Ready to take on anything that comes my way,

With my dark powers and my trusty blade.

I dare anyone to look in my eyes,

But beware, I do not hide

Anything that made me be this dark warrior

Wishing on the moon

The three people i would love to meet... I can only dream of meeting them now...but I do wish i will be able to meet atleast one of them... who knows...maybe if i continue wishing someday it will be granted xD



Vic Zhou...my first favo...i luv him in short hair... well hes a Taiwanese actor, model and singer so cute :))




Jun Matsumoto, my second Favorite... a Japanese actor and singer...hes so cute ^^



Jiro Wang, my third favorite...a Taiwanese Actor and singer i like his curly lips xD