Feelin moody

My newest game

So me and Hippo were bored... like always... he asked me if i had found a new game yet... since we both know its IMPOSSIBLE to get into SRO and besides... he already left it a long ago...

point is neither of us... had another game... so we started lookin i gave him a list of around 7 games to youtube around while i youtube another list...

I used the mmohut.com as a reference...

Hippo stumbled on Requiem: Memento mori... i dled it and tested it... its not bad... but i already tried out Perfect World and started to like it... so i told him bout it... he youtubed it and viola~!... we still on it.

So the new game im actually playing atm is Perfect World International... and im proud to say that I got Hippo to play with me, together with Vic and ofcourse my brother Cenrick... i think whatever game I like and consult about it with him he tries and end up liking...

I guess gamin does run in the family... xD

Soulmate...

" I want a love that not only shakes my mind and body but also my Heart and Soul".

" It was written in our Destiny that our Fate was to become Soulmates".


Soulmate: The one and only half of one's soul for which all souls are driven to find and join. The one you have a mutual psychic connection with, the one who you have a deep feeling of natural affinity, love, intimacy, sexuality, spiritual and compatibility with. Twin flame or twin soul.

Destiny: The finality of events that will work out. Destiny implies a chance of participation.

Fate: The finality of events that have worked out. Fate implies no choice to change and ends fatally.

So, its been a week since I finished a drama called Soulmate, a korean drama, with beautiful cast and purrfectly and beautiful OST. I fell in love with its OST, specially the song "C'mon Through" by Lasse Lindh. It has such deep lyrics and the melody is so sad, I called it a Mushy song. I'm so into it, I suggest to test it. I also luv the meaning behind the drama, it really hit me. Dramas like that always makes me keep wondering where my other half is. How come I havnt met my twin soul, or that if it really feels like how they say it suppose too, I wonder if I will immediately recognize him. How will I be able too or will he realize its me? I won't say no, I'm still waiting...

Alot of ppl ask me if im lonely... my answer to that is no... just because im not into a relationship doesnt mean im lonely... i luv bein how i am and that is just me... It feels weird i guess to be waitin on someone who might not even be around me... but who gives... im the one waitin no other one... and who knows... maybe he is waitin for me aswell...

Its always been like that... Aslong as my heart doesn't tremble I won't get into a relationship knowing it won't last...

SO guys, wish me luck on finding my other half ^^

Laters xD

The hawt lookin canadian

At work today... like all sundays its quite boring... now here comes in a freakin cute dude... askin if he can sit with us watchin the game... im a cashier at a bank... and we do have a flat screen tv up...and he had a bet with friends... and wanted to follow the game...
Now who woulda thought that such a handsome guy would come and sit for such a long time with us watchin the game?
I was askin him a few questions... but was too shy to ask for his name... i do know he livin on our sister island Curacao... and that he was from Canada...
But... he left me and Michelle [colleague] love strucked!

here u can see him ^^ [and yes my phone caught it pretty crappy]

New haircut...

I like how it looks... and i like it that now i dont have to care much for my hair since its this short xD



And here in again...and yes atleast my nighty is yellowish xD

What is wrong with me...

So I went out with a friend... i knew him for a while... i know he has a lil feeling for me... so i decided to you know... go out and see if it could lead to somewhere...

We shared a drink (since i was chokin on smt i was eating), we shared a walked and we watched a movie...
Now i had fun and shiz... but at the end... my feelings didnt change... there was no "us" to even try out... im sorry but i guess im to straightforward and i follow my instincts and feelings 100%.

I knew from the beginnin there was gonna be no change... but i still wanted to give it a try... but i honestly feel bad... bc it was OBVIOUS he wanted more den a simple kiss on the cheek as buhbye~... i felt guilty... at that point... but i rather feel guilty then than after ruinin our wonderful friendship we have...

"Once considered a friend... always a friend... cant cross the boundary line"
meaning... once i considering u a close friend, thats all there is to it, cant become a boyfriend... since it wont work out. (trust me i tried it we still broke up)

My addiction

Lately... these past months... I've been heavily addictive to Asian, more specifically, Korean dramas.
I've been so obsessed with dramas for the past years... but the past months beat the previous years... lol
I wake up watch an hour of drama before going to work, at work in my break i use a friend's laptop to watch another hour of a drama, i finish go home and watch drama until i go to bed which is usually around 1 am to 2 am, and i wake up at 6 am everyday.
My off days i spent watching dramas...

I was always interested in male Asians...

My purrfect boyfriend/ man/ or husband would have to be an asian.
Its something i was always attracted too ^^

This was my dream partner:
• Asian looks
• Atleast 1.80m tall
• Gentle
• Wild
• Caring
• Possessive
• Dependable
• Romantic
• Playful
• Trustworthy
• Loyal
Basically someone i can turn to whenever i need.
I know... my taste is weird lol but its how i want him to be

But i came to realise im really into Korean guys... and not just cuz of the male actors i been watchin in dramas... but in general... sadly here i dont even know if there are any Korean on the island... i SOOOOO SOOOOOOO wish i can meet one and fall in love at first sight... i know i know im dreaming... but hey

This is afterall my dreaming space ^^

But like i said im soooo deep into dramas that i just stopped playing Secondlife which is TOTALLY UNBELIEVABLE~!!!... lol

B-day in a few

In an hour and 45 min is my 27th B-day...

Ppl say... omg ur getting old, omg ur old... omg u should start lookin out and shit... How dare u callin me old u idiot!

LOL... i TOTALLY DISAGREE!!!

My reasons:
1) First of all the road is old not me
2) I dont feel old at all
3) I dont look old at all
4) Age is just a number
5) I dont need someone to look after me

Pretty simple right?

OFT for a moment

In total honesty, my mum, is the most cunning, smart, wise person i ever encounter who i couldnt and sure wont be able to outsmart....
That makes me sad... lol but at the same time proud.

She been tellin me to clean my room for the past few days since its my B-day on the 22nd, but i totally blew it off, didnt want to clean...so while i was at work she got my brother and sister to actually rumble my room...rumble my bed knowin i wont sleep with it like that, so i got home to a huge messed up bed and clean floor, boxes missin, first reaction: "screams: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, WHERE IS MY STUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUF"

Pretty crazy huh... but its cleaned now :( lol

Being an Aries

Who woulda thought that my personality really would match up to what my horoscope says? well it wasnt a shock cuz i knew i was like this....anyways ima share it ^^

Astrology Aries March 21 - April 19

Aries Strength Keywords:
- Independent
- Generous
- Optimistic
- Enthusiastic
- Courageous

Aries Weakness Keywords:
- Moody
- Short tempered
- Self-involved
- Impulsive
- Impatient

Aries and Independence:
Aries personalities are independent. Being the first of the zodiac signs, they venture out and are go-getters, often leading the way. Their upbeat and magnetic personality often entices others to follow their lead because Aries personalities bring excitement into others lives.

Aries and Friendship:
Aries are good friends, they always look out for their friends with caring and generosity and will protect them should the need arise and encourage them with their natural optimism. If confronted, Aries can turn to be quite childish, they will fight back with their aggressive nature and are known to have temper tantrums should they not get their way.

Aries and Business:
Aries are activists. If a business idea comes their way, they tend to plunge right in. Aries are more then willing to take a gamble and follow their dreams and goals. However, if success is not immediate, they tend to lose interest and give up easily. Aries are notorious for not finishing what they have begun. This is due to the low tolerance for boredom and lack of patience. If the excitement is gone from their business idea, they go off and search for it elsewhere.

Aries Temperament:
Independence is key to Aries astrology, they do not like to take orders from others and enjoy getting their way. They can get childish or moody should they be given orders that they do not like. Aries easily take offense to comments made. Aries are self-involved and can be self-centered, if they do not pay attention to the feelings of others, Aries can easily become spoiled and resented by others. In order to get their way, Aries will tell a lie if it seems advantageous to do so. They are however, not very good liars and other people can usually see through them.

Aries Deep Inside:
Underneath the strong, independent surface may lie insecurity. This is due to the intense drive to succeed and Aries put too much pressure on themselves, thus resulting in self-doubt however, the natural optimism and enthusiasm overtakes this and the underlying insecurity may never be known to others.

Aries in a Nutshell:
Aries is the first of the zodiac signs. Aries is the sign of the self, people born under this sign strongly project their personalities onto others and can be very self-oriented. Aries tend to venture out into the world and leave impressions on others that they are exciting, vibrant and talkative. Aries tend to live adventurous lives and like to be the center of attention, but rightly so since they are natural, confident leaders. Aries are enthusiastic about their goals and enjoy the thrill of the hunt, "wanting is always better then getting" is a good way to sum it up. Aries are very impulsive and usually do not think before they act - or speak. Too often Aries will say whatever pops into their head and usually end up regretting it later!

What it's like to date an Aries Woman:
Dating an Aries never lacks excitement. She is hot-blooded, and forceful, so you had better be able to handle the heat! The Aries woman is for the person who likes an independent self-driven woman who can fend for herself and is not clingy and needy. An Aries woman requires freedom. For the Aries woman, the best part of the relationship is the beginning, then the spark is there and she is trying to catch you to be hers. She will find happiness in a long-term relationship because she enjoys sharing everything with her partner. She will not only have a romantic partner but a best friend too. She has a great need for love and passion but she will never let a man become the master, she considers her partner to be equal. Aries women are not for domineering men. She will be faithful but she expects the same in return. She can be jealous because she wants a man to give her all of his attention, "all or nothing", so her jealously is rooted in her possessiveness, she has to be number one in his eyes. She will always encourage and give strength to her partner so an Aries woman is great to have in times of despair or need, she will always be there for you. In order to have this happy ending, she needs to feel appreciated and loved.

What it's like to date an Aries Man:
An Aries man has a lust for adventure so if you are thinking about having a relationship with an Aries man, be prepared for fast-paced adventure, novelty and excitement. He is always eager to try new things - including relationships. That is not to say that every Aries man will only provide an exciting and short-lived relationship, but this is usually the case. He might stick around if you are the type of woman that enjoys having the man take the lead and basking in his glory. He enjoys challenge so if you are the woman to offer challenges to him - like playing hard to get - he might stick around longer. Remember, this man is all about the thrill of the chase. Do not however, act as if you don't care about him. He needs you to be "swept off your feet" by him. Appear innocent- hard-to-get and he will be wrapped around your little finger. Never take advantage of the Aries man because his short temper will turn into a fury of anger and he way leave and never look back.

How To Attract Aries:
Let Aries know that you admire them, they thrive of admiration and followers. Let them know that you love their zest for life and that you find them intriguing, they love compliments more then most other astrology signs of the zodiac. Compliment them physically and mentally, they like conversation about intellectual topics and engage them in a lively discussion, or a friendly debate. They love the challenge and the stimulation of good, intelligent conversation. Ask them for advice, let them know that you look up to them. Remember, Aries is the first sign of the zodiac and the most forward and independent, they love followers. Do not be a push over, do not keep your opinions to yourself because Aries will quickly get bored if you agree with everything they say. Do not attempt to control them however, they do not like taking orders. Aries are very capable people so if you go with their plans, you are sure to have a good time! If they have a suggestion for something to do, go with the flow, they like to be in control of what goes on.

Aries Erogenous Zone:
The head is Aries' most powerful erogenous zone. Stroking their hair and rubbing their scalp will make them feel relaxed and heighten their sensations. Nibble the ear, for especially the men, they will not be able to resist this, he will get uncontrollable urges and you will soon be all his!

Sex With Aries:
The Aries zodiac sign is straightforward, aggressive and adventurous and this is reflected in their approach to sex. Expect it to be physical, quick and rough, they like to dominate and have the upper position.

Fahrenheit

Calvin Chen represents spring, warm, 77 degrees,
Jiro Wang represents summer, hot, 95 degrees,
Wu Zun represents autumn, cool, and lastly, 59 degrees,
Aaron Yan represents winter, cold, 41 degrees.

Fahrenheit also known as Fēi Lún Hǎi is a Taiwanese Boy's band that has achieved success in the last two years in SouthEast Asia. The group consists of four members: Aaron Yan, Wu Chun, Calvin Chen and Jiro Wang. They are managed by Jerry Fen's Comic Productions Co., Ltd. and records albums with HIM International Music. They are also managed by WOW Musical in Hong Kong. Fahrenheit are often associated with their seniors, S.H.E. and are commonly referred to as the most successful Taiwanese boy band after F4.

They released their self-titled debut album, Fahrenheit, on September 15, 2006 while their second album Two- sided Fahrenheit was released on January 4, 2008.

Derived from the definition of Fahrenheit, each of the four members represents a season or temperature that corresponds with their different personalities. Calvin Chen represents spring, warm; Jiro Wang represents summer, hot; Wu Zun represents autumn, cool, and lastly, Aaron Yan represents winter, cold. Each of the four members also has his respective temperature represented on the Fahrenheit scale: Calvin Chen is at 77 degrees, Jiro Wang is at 95 degrees, Wu Zun is at 59 degrees, and Aaron Yan is at 41 degrees. Each of their temperatures are separated by 18 degrees.

Wu Zun was born and raised in Brunei for most of his life, later graduating with distinction at RMIT, in Melbourne, Australia. He was introduced to the entertainment industry during a trip to Taiwan around Mid-November 2005. A television producer (Ellen Chen's second sister's boyfriend) discovered him during this trip, and recommended him to play the lead male role of Tokyo Juliet, which Wu accepted.

Aaron Yan was born in Taiwan, but moved to New York, USA at a young age for elementary school but later returned to Taiwan for high school and college. He attended the Chinese Culture University, majoring in Journalism but later switched universities and majors in his third year. He is currently on a study hiatus due to work commitments. Around early 2005, Comic produces had been searching for elite bloggers around the web. They discovered Yan, who, at that time, was really popular online, and thus recommended him to go casting for a role in a drama. Yan thought it was a fraud at first, but after several tests, he realized that it was true. He was given a small role in 'I Love My Wife' and was later asked to be in 'It Started With a Kiss' as Ah Bu.

After Calvin Chen graduated high school in Taiwan, he further pursued his college education in Canada, where he completed his Master's Degree in Economics at University of Victoria. He then further continued his life in Canada by joining a pageant-like competition (Sunshine Boyz) in Vancouver, where he won first place with a free ticket to Taiwan and a contract with a music company.

In 2000, Jiro Wang started to work since he graduated from Taiwan's Fu-Shin community college, and did part-time jobs wherever he could, such as commercial modelling. BMG, the label that signed him, planned to package him with Jay Chou and Jordan Chan to form a boyband called 3J, but because of 9/11, BMG's stocks crashed and the 3J plan was scrapped. He later joined the army for 2 years, and came back around 2003. Since he was still popular around Taiwan, he was given two roles as a guest-star in 'The Pawnshop No.8' and 'I Love My Wife'. Then Comic Productions approached him, and was given the supporting role as Ah Jin in 'It Started with A Kiss'. That was where he was grouped with Aaron, Calvin and Wu Chun.

Although unstable at first, Fahrenheit first gained minor recognition around late 2005 when their first all-together series, KO One, was broadcasted on television in Taiwan. Because it felt awkward to have only three members in a boyband, Wu Chun joined the group later in late 2005. On December 28, 2005, Fahrenheit officially became a Vocal Quartet boy band.

MUSICAL STYLE:

All four members of this group have contradicting vocal ranges to complement each other when harmonizing. Wu Chun's voice ranges from within the bass to the baritone . Therefore, Wuusually harmonizes as the supporting voice but sings more in songs when they are intended for a lower key. Wu's voice can be easily distinguished from his accent. Jiro Wang's vocal ranges is less wide when compared to Wu's, but Wang has a higher voice, closer to a tenor approach with vocal belting techniques. His voice is the easiest to distinguish out of the four because of its nasal sound. Calvin Chen and Aaron Yan are the baritone to tenor vocalists of the group, and therefore are the predominant voices in most of their songs. Although their voices are difficult to distinguish at times, Yan's voice has a richer and higher voice and usually does the singing the melody with a vibrato while Chen usually does the supporting vocals. Ultimately, Yan has been acknowledged as the member with the most impressive vocal ability. In most songs, Wu Chun sings the harmony, while Calvin takes the higher harmony, and Aaron sings the melody and often any parts of the songs which require a rich and high voice, and Jiro either does melody as well, or does the other parts of the songs, i.e rapping.

Fahrenheit's songs mainly fall into the bubblegum pop and pop ballad category. However, songs like "Teachable Child" (孺子可教) and "Loved" (愛到) are intended for a light R&B approach. Songs similar to "The Secret of Immortality" (不死之謎) and "Superb" (出神入化) are leaning toward the pop rock and rap genre, where they displayed their ability to rap and harmonize well.

Their much anticipated 2nd album, Two-sided Fahrenheit, was released on 4th of January 2008. The new album saw the four employ more advanced harmonizing techniques as well as some progression from bubblegum pop to more mature ballads, such as "Yi Wan Ge Kuai Le" (一萬個快樂）. Nonetheless, the band's youthful energy was retained in songs such as the opening song for the drama Romantic Princess -- "Xin Wo" (新窝)， which is a duet by Fahrenheit and their seniors S.H.E. On the album "Xiao Xiao Da Ren Wu" (小小大人物）is the Disney theme song for 2008.

A poem I wrote back then

I end up cleaning some of my junks i got... and ended up with a poem i wrote bout an Taiwanese actor.... its weird i know lol... here it goes

Falling in and out of Love;

Every-time I look at you,
Your eyes are what attracts me the most,
Looking at your eyes, I fall deeper and deeper in love,
Hearing your voice is like hearing you calling my name,

Your eyes, voice and lips,
Keeps my hopes of being loved oh so high,
" I'll always love you"
Is what I feel and sense when I look into your eyes,
That is what makes me fall in love,

Reaching for your face,
Reaching for your lips,
Kissing your tasteless lips,
Caressing your ice-cold face,

Never able to touch you is my saddest truth,
Loving someone who doesn't even know of your existence, loving someone who is on the other-side of the world, loving someone through a screen,
Is what makes me fall out of love...

Well... its a weird thing... but who cares i still wrote it lol